Grow up.

Sometimes I really don't believe that I am a good person. Today is one of those days. I acted incredibly selfish and mean. Then I never apologized or explained myself. I hurt people's feelings a lot. That's a really bad thing to do, and it's really terrible that it's become as consistent as it has. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the good things that have happened to me. I definitely don't deserve the friends I have. I don't know what to do about it. I'm an awful human being. I wish I was ten years old again, when everyone was mean to me. At least then I could be angry with someone besides myself. But I'm not 10 years old. I'm a grown woman. I just haven't quite learned how to grow up.